Suckky Sundailies

1. tomorrow I go back to school.
2. My parents told me their taking away my gym membership unless I pay for it. (in which I'm only in 8th grade and don't have a job and don't really make an income except for birthday money...)

so on that note, i'm not sure what i'm going to run today because last night was freezing rain so the roads are covverred in ice and my parents won't let me run outside.
and i can't go to the gym to run on the treadmill...

i was almost thinking about walking the 8.5 miles to the gym in the 10 degree weather and ice before they have the time to go online and cancell the membership...but i think that might set my parents off even more.

sorry for the rant.


POST 'EM!

ya today sucks because of school tomorrow, so even though i ran i'm depressed

6 miles

Rest day.

4 miles at 7:47 pace. Much better run than yesterday. I chilled with my friend the rest of the day because she just found out that her family is falling apart
But I just found out I dont go back to school until Tuesday!

my mom is soo weird. she keeps like changing her point of argument about my gym membership so now ironically she let me go to the gym today. but i think i'm going to end up having to pay 12 dollars out of the 20 each month and they will pay the other 8.
blah, my parents are so...grrr

anyway,
5 miles on the treadmill
core, pushups
10 minutes on the elliptical

That sucks ^ , they should just pay for the other 12, its not thaat much more. Maybe you should try sucking up and they will forget about it for a little bit. Sometimes it works.........

Treadmill in a sec.
Still feel sick, maybe because there is school tomorrow.

That sucks. Could you try doing more chores to get money?
Was going to rest today, but ended up doing a 3.7 miler

^^
they don't pay to do chores.
i help out around the house, but they act like i barely do anything.
for some reason, i just bet my mom and dad are going to get a divorce.
they always fight all the time.

^^ I'm sorry to hear that. My best friend just found out her parents are getting divorced. It's so sad, and i dont want it to happen to anyone. I know how you feel about having to pay for things for yourself, I'm just lucky I have a job. Have you ever considered asking a neighbor if they have a treadmill and/or elliptical that you could use? Offer to pay, but I doubt they would make you. So, you could get your workout, it would be close to you, an hopefully be free! Just try and make it up to the neighbors by baking them something once an awhile, or do some chores for them.

^^I don't know, most of my neighbors are old couples and I don't really know them very well.

and like, I'm just not sure if they would or not. At times they seem perfectly fine like when they are around their friends. but at home..especially my mom just argues about the stupidest things.
sometimes it seems like they argue about me and my brothers, and now they're yelling about my gym membership and how they're not working together on the 'parenting process'
it's just stupid.
i think they will just stay together but not actually like eachother anymore.

edit: well for sure i'm never going to have kids.
plus, if youre the girl, kids make you fat.

^^it could be a good time to get and know your neighbors. You never know when someone needs a hand and they might have something you want in return(a treadmill).

If you're not the youngest, I think it would be better that your parents stay together and not like each other, instead of getting divorced. But, your parents might just be having a hard time in their life right now that might have to do something with getting older or stress at work. So, you dont need to assume that they are going to get a divorce. Try and find the bright side of things, even though it may be hard.

Lol, AMEN to your edit! My mom gets so mad when I tell her I'm not planning on having kids. I mean, I live in a family of 12...why the hell would I want kids?!

^^yeah, i don't know
i think i'll just try to be nicer to them...

and yess i know!!! guys have better like serioulsly...who wants to gain 35++ pounds to have a baby? nott me. and plus...i mean idk..yeah i just don't want kids. haha

^^ Well, idk, my mom had 12 kids and she would gain A LOT of weight, but then she would always go back to weighing close to 100 pounds (she's 5 foot).

Ria wrote:^^ Well, idk, my mom had 12 kids

So which # kid are you? Like 3rd born?

whenhen wrote:

Ria wrote:^^ Well, idk, my mom had 12 kids

So which # kid are you? Like 3rd born?

More like...# 9

Ria wrote:

whenhen wrote:

Ria wrote:^^ Well, idk, my mom had 12 kids

So which # kid are you? Like 3rd born?

More like...# 9

woowwww .. I thought my family was big. We have 7 kids.. I'm numba 3. My mom is still pretty skinny, but she use to be built like me. I'm pretty confident I wont get fat when I'm older

xc running gal wrote:

and yess i know!!! guys have better like serioulsly...who wants to gain 35++ pounds to have a baby? nott me. and plus...i mean idk..yeah i just don't want kids. haha

If you keep running, you would run that all off once you give birth . . .

I dunno, maybe it's an age thing, but I definitely want kids. Not right now, because I can't afford them, but once I get my degree and get a decent job I'd like to start a family. Granted, I have to have a girl to do it with, but that shouldn't be too hard

oh, and I just had my hockey game today. Could have gone running, but decided to nap (much needed) and to do homework.