I'm just going to write about two for now.
Track Regionals 100m Hurdles: I was ranked to take 8th & only top 6 made it to the Finals. I was really nervous because there were some girls that had beaten me before that were ranked 9th & 10th so I could easily lose my medal since they medaled to 8 but only 6 made finals. I made it through Prelims pretty easy by taking 3rd. Semis however was were it would be scary. Top 3 would make it to finals out of the semi heats. There were 3 girls that had ran a 16.9 before in my heat & I had only ran 18 flat before. So I was TERRIFIED! I gave it everything I had & during the last 3 hurdles I started to catch the 3rd girl. (An enemy of mine how convenient) She got really scared going over the last hurdle because I had caught up to her...she crashed...hard. I crossed the line & was in complete shock because I was going to finals! When I found out my time I just about flipped! I had ran a 17.5! yey! Then in finals I took 4th & was the only Freshman to make it to finals!
Track Regionals 300m Hurdles: After the 100m hurdles got over I had found out that my sister had been rushed to the hospital for severe pnemonia & that my family had just left the meet so I was there alone. My 4th & final event was the 300m hurdles & I hadn't been successful in qualifying for state yet & it meant the world to me! I was REALLY nervous because I was ranked 4th & I had to get the additional qualifier or place in the top 2 to make it to state. The gun went off & so do the girls. I studdered SOO bad! I knew I was in trouble. I crossed the line in 4th & now everything was in the hands of the timer. I needed a 50.4 to qualify which is something I had done before. As I turned in my placement stick I glanced at my time...a 51.0. Instant tears. I didn't make it. Plus since my family wasn't there I didn't have anyone to go to except for my coach who was in complete shock when I walked over to him. At our Track banquet he brought up the fact that for the week that followed regionals as word had spread that I didn't make it, everyone was in shock. It was something that everyone just assumed would work out...that I'd make it. I started crying so bad in front of everyone at the banquet.
This is a moment in which I think about every night before I go to sleep & most of the time I cry about it. It's something though that is going to motivate more than ever to make it next year & it's also something that has helped push me through this summer's miles.
(Sorry this is really long.)